i know you don't like to stay at home. i know you like to be out with your friends. all i'm hoping is that there is a better balance between all of these. perhaps your definition to mine is different. just try to not go out every single day or be out till like 2 3am in the morning. moderate them. your boyfriend misses you too and wants to spend some quality time with you. you have no idea how happy he was the days when you actually said you were on your way home after school. however when he was finally back in his bunk after work you decided to go out for a supper with your buddies. the amount of disappointment that filled him... you won't want to know man. and those days you said we'll talk again tomorrow but... the tomorrow didn't come. sigh~...

now... honestly i don't like you to go clubbing at all already. although you promise me... and as much as i wan to believe in you which i do... i just don't feel comfortable about it myself. it's really like having repetitions of unwanted reminiscence which sucks. maybe i'm lousy... i need more time for myself on that.

i know you are trying already... so please continue and try harder. show that your love for your boyfriend is strong enough to aid you in it. sacrifice a little more for him please. coz... he loves you lots too.................